More challenges in troubled times, another Spinal Surgery!

We found out a couple of months ago that Evie has almost grown out off her current set of spinal rods. It was not a surprise, and we were pleased to be able to pick the date for the surgery we wanted, mid-year, to fit in with school holidays, and a good amount of time to recover before end of year activities and high school.

As Australia followed the rest of the world into shut down due to Covid-19, like many others, I've been struggling with the new reality of having the kids learning from home, whilst I try to work from home as well. There was also the added worry of keeping Evie away from the virus due to her lung condition.

Then a phone call came. All elective surgeries had been cancelled. However Evie's spinal surgery did not fall in that category, as she would not last indefinitely without the new rods to allow her body to grow. As such, her surgery was made Category 1, and we had a new date, April 17. This added another added layer of anxiety.

Of course, as many of you know, the prospect of surgery in itself is extremely hard. Those who know us, or have read previous posts would know that the pain for Evie is extrordinary, and me watching her, it is awful. Add in the additional risk of Covid-19, a hospital in lockdown which means Jon and Sam can't visit, not being able to see grandparents, or stay with them after for more recovery time, all this is overwhelming to say the least.

The last couple of weeks have been hard, and will be until after this is all over. So many aspects about what is going on at the moment are completely out of my control. All I can do is trust God that Evie is in His hands. Whilst hard, it is a comfort to know I need not fear, but I can call out to Him in hard times.

This Psalm from the Bible is so comforting right now.

Psalm 46

1 God is our refuge and strength,
    an ever-present help in trouble.
2 Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way
    and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,
3 though its waters roar and foam
    and the mountains quake with their surging.

4 There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God,
    the holy place where the Most High dwells.
5 God is within her, she will not fall;
    God will help her at break of day.
6 Nations are in uproar, kingdoms fall;
    he lifts his voice, the earth melts.

7 The Lord Almighty is with us;
    the God of Jacob is our fortress.

8 Come and see what the Lord has done,
    the desolations he has brought on the earth.
9 He makes wars cease
    to the ends of the earth.
He breaks the bow and shatters the spear;
    he burns the shields with fire.
10 He says, “Be still, and know that I am God;
    I will be exalted among the nations,
    I will be exalted in the earth.”

11 The Lord Almighty is with us;
    the God of Jacob is our fortress